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hihi! welcome to my journal/personal page! my name is vei, im 17 and i use any pronouns! this place is pretty well hidden from the main site so idk how u found it but its cool that u did haha! umm i rlly like args n stuff so i decided to kinda theme my site around that but this ones abt me and myself so ya!!! jsyk jsyk i have a lot of typos!!! im usually on mobile and so ya

9/23/2021, 12pm: today im at school and imm doin nothin! i have a double ear infection and a cold so im rlly not feelin it lol buuuut im having lunch rn!! its cheerios mixed w booberry cereal but its dry bc i dont eat in the lunch room and also its in a baggy...but i also hav some cookies and a banana and some applesauce! idk yet if im gonna eat the second applesauce but ill probably eat everything else :D im in a way better mood than i was yesterday bc i also dont hav work today!! and im gonna try to figure out how to discreetly link this page on the main one but idk how to yet haha EDIT: I DID IT!!! im so cool omg(it did take 10 minutes tho...hehe)

9/23/2021, 1pm: its so cold in the classroom aaagh...i shouldnt have worn shorts ( ;∀;) even my nice warm sweater isnt warm enough hrrhj;; but i finished lunch! i didnt eat the other applesauce or finish my cookie but it was a yummy lunch! i hav english soon and hav to do a worksheet which i am not excited abt so mayb ill just work on the main site some more...hmm im not sure..i dont wanna miss too much work but idk! im also gonna call my dad to pick me up from school bc i rlly dont wanna take the bus home but i have a feeling hes gonna say no aaagh ╥﹏╥ its whatever tho! im hoping my english classroom is warmer i might cry if i get too cold;; i wish i had a blanket

9/23/2021, 1:50pm: im still cold aaaaaagh but but but!! im in my english class and i got my assignment done so now when i leave in an hour i wont have any hw and can go right to sleep!! i love to take naps after school bc i dont usually sleep vry well ^^ so im rlly happy abt that! im on my chromebook now and its easier to not make typos but sometimes my fingers slide to the next key and i usually have to look at the keyboard if i dont want a ton of typos or weird spacing issues :// thats the part i dont like abt having to use a computer for all this stuff but im rlly happy that this part of my webpage works correctly on mobile! it actually looks better on mobile so i think it mightve been made for it which makes sense to me !! im rlly rlly sleepy and my ears keep popping and it hurts and i also rlly wanna refill my water bottle but idk if im allowed to use the water fountain to do it and im too nervous to ask so im just gunna be thirsty ig, im also kinda shaky and idk why?? i hope theres nothing like. wrong with me or anything im hoping its just bc im cold or something..im bored as hell bc i finished my stuff so now idk what to do for the rest of the hour but i dont wanna leave the classroom or ask to leave bc i dont want my teacher to be mad so ill probably just browse tumblr in an endless loop or smthn

9/23/2021, 6:35pm: i woke up from my nap! im feelin rlly melty n warm which is nice nd i think im gonna take a bath after i eat dinner cus im still kinda cold and ive also been wearing the same sweater for like 3 days but its not like it stinks or anything and also its my safe sweater n so i dont rlly wanna take it off.. ( ;∀;) but i know my moms probably gonna force me to wash it this weekend but whatevr!! also i hav work tmrw im not super excited but im hoping itll b fine? i have to work closing tho :/ not happy abt that i dont like closing so im gonna ask if i can take it easy bc of my double ear infection n shit even if i do feel better! i also have to work at 10am on sunday which SUUUUUCKS :(

9/24/2021, 7:45am: im abt to go to school! happy friday (≡^∇^≡) i dont like the bus bc its super bumpy but thankfully only one other persons riding today so itll be a short ride! but i have work tonight :( i dont wanna go but ive already missed too much so im just hoping itll be easy and i wont have to close all by myself again :/

9/24/2021, 11am: today i played uno with my strategies teacher because it's fun friday, and i won 4 times! im thinking about what to write on the main stie so im watching some horror videos to try to get my inspiration up. today i have to finish a project for my ceramics class but i really dont wanna, i dont wanna fail my class though so i know i have to :/ im getting pretty hungry but i didnt pack much for my lunch today lol, im gonna see if i can get a bag of chips or something from the lunchroom if i stop by since i know i have money in my account but i dont remember the pin since its been 2 years since i was actually in the building bc of quarantine and all that. im thinking of asking my dad to get culvers for dinner for me before i have to work since itll be easy and then i wont have to take a dinner break and can work longer before my break. my friend has also gotten sick which sucks bc i wanted to hang out this weekend, but it is what it is ig! ive been trying to get more people to look at this site bc i dont rlly wanna be screaming into the void but theres already so many cool sites on neocities like wired sounds and all of that so idk..but im trying to make my little corner a little less lonely! i kinda wanna make a guestbook of some sorts but idk how so i probably wont. im also thinking of painting my nails sometime either after work today or tomorrow, and by tuesday(?) ill be done with my antibiotic which im excited about bc i rlly hate taking antibiotics and also want my ear infections to be gone already. rn theres this kid who keeps sharpening their pencil and its annoying as hell because it should theoretically be sharp by now but if it keeps breaking or something at that point just get a different pencil!!! im so close to just giving them a mechanical pencil this is unbearable

9/24/2021, 12pm: oouussaaagghhgghghgg im soooo hungry !!!!!!!!!!! lunch isnt for another like 40 minutes but im literally so hungry im dyiiiiiiiiiiing (ok not actually) but i really really wish it was lunchtime already agh;;; im also still coughing stuff up even though my cold should be gone by now :/// i feel like shaky and stuff i rlly am not enjoying this

9/24/2021, 1:22pm: i have absolutely no idea what we're doing in class rn but i had a good lunch! i think we're supposed to be like. watching a presentation or smn but i dont rlly care? i honestly rlly just wanna go home and i dont wanna go to work but it is what it is ig, im happy my dad agreed to get me culvers b4 work tho so thats smn to look forward to

9/24/2021, 9:42pm: so apparently i was actually supposed to work tmrw from 10 to 4, but i adjusted my hours and said i couldn't work tmrw so now im not! idk if theyre gonna schedule me for sunday or whatever but i kinda hope not..i had a decent day at work! i got myself some non menthol cough drops nd some rlly yummy peach candy and i also got 2 rlly nice smelling soaps!! im really really sleepy and my feet hurt rlly bad so i think im gonna go to bed

9/29/2021, 10am: lol its kinda been a while... ive been sick and also in kind of a depressive episode so i havent been updating but i didnt do much other than go to a small apple orchard and stay home for 2 days so yea! i have work tmrw and then also saturday and sunday which i rlly rlly dont like but its whatever ill live. im really tired today, i got only abt 2ish hours of sleep so im gonna take a nice nap when i get home and my dads also gonna make steak for dinner! and i also am gonna get my meds dosage upped and also gonna get new glasses on the 7th and im hoping i can get some that wont fog up as much

10/11/2021, 10am: ok so. my depressive episode was way worse than i thought but i promise im alive! i got my meds increased, took some mental health days off from school and i had work yesterday and also have work today even tho i said i didnt wanna be scheduled 2 days in a row -_- but its whatever ill live ill just have to take some tylenol. i also got my period recently and it was rlly short so that was a nice suprise! ig my birth control is finally working lol! im rlly rlly tired today, i havent been sleeping well lately and idk why but im gonna take a nap later since im going home early today. im still depressed but its not as bad as it was, and last night was a decently easy shift bc there are 2 new clerks working so thats rlly nice! im kinda thinking of quitting but im gonna hope it doesnt come to that but im rlly bad at balancing work and school. and thats p much it ok goobye for now gay people in my computer

10/13/2021,12pm: im staying home from school today and tomorrow!! today its bc i didnt feel good and tomorrow its because i have a doctors appointment at 10am so im very happy to not go to school! ive stayed home a lot already bc i can barely function and idk why so im gonna tell the new therapist so im gonna hopefully get some answers as to why i may be feeling like this. i kinda wanna go to a psych ward because ive also been kinda suicidal but i probably wont go bc im nit likely to act o it, i just rlly need a break from everything. i dont have work tomorrow, friday or saturday which is really nice but i do have work tonight and sunday. i was thinking of quitting but now im not sure if i will or not. next week will be pretty easy because we have an mea week and my family is gonna go to a hotel so thats very exciting and hopefully itll help improve my mental health to take a little vacation! ive been working on my homework and im gonna take a nice nap soon so that im not too tired when i go to work tonight, and my friend is also working so we can see eachother on our breaks!!!! ive been really tired in general so hopefully itll help a little to take a nice nap. its cold and rainy today which is my favorite weather for a nap so itll be really nice and cozy. i also might get to hang out w my friend and her mom on saturday ideally !! i do have work 2 days in a row again (sunday and monday) which fucking sucks bc i explicitly said i didnt want that and it causes me a lot of pain but whatever at least i get paid ig! i need to do the dishes now so im gonna be done updating for rn but tmrw ill update u guys if anything interesting happens w my appt!

10/15/2021, 9am: its friday!!! im so happy that its almost the weekend i hate school sm,, i dont have much to write abt honestly other than my throat hurts but i dont have any water and also its hot in my classroom waaaaaaagh